I never thought that being cheated is such a painful thing to accept, especially being betrayed by the one whom u've been loving all the while. Love is such a facade, deception. Love sucks, BIG TIME! Loving the wrong person is even worse.
How the hell am I going to tide through this period?
I seriously dont knw. I dont wanna even go think abt it. I m drained. I dread gg back to a world full of lust, alcohol and ciggarettes. I hate using all these to numb myself or occupy my every weekends. I am not going to like this kinda life. I prefer a laid back life but I cant anymore...
I went DF ytd. I really cant stand some random guys trying to get something out of me. It just disgust me even more. I hate this kinda stupid life where guys thought you're their prey for the night! I am so disgusted.
How to trust love again?
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