Friday, January 30, 2009

CNY 2009





Had a different CNY this year...maybe it's bcos I'm SINGLE this year. lol. Well, it's a gd thing, I suppose. I went to D's house on the 1st day and D's family is really BIG. So many ppl till I really cannot remember who is who. Collected a total of 16 Ang Baos somemore. tee hee~ I think this year, Ive collected the most ang baos out of so many yrs but it doesnt imply tht it's the most $ of the yrs.

Unfortunately, I caught flu when I reached jie's hse. Damn. Cant stop sneezing! Didnt really take a lot of pictures this year. Kinda upset though. My uncles n aunts knew abt my break up, they didnt really ask much cos my jie alrdy told them not to. Well, I expected my cuzzies to ask cos we're very close. It's nthg glorious but still I am strong to face it.

It's been close to a mth since the betrayal. I still think abt it on n off, cant be helped. God is fair to me, at least. He led me to the truth, though it is painful but God gave me a bonus in return. I lost smt n gain smt. I really wish him well, cos I knw good things wont be gg in his way for long. I really wanna knw how long will it last. What goes ard comes ard. I always believe ppl who do bad stuffs wont come to a gd ending.

I'm starting work tmr. GREAT! A week just flew by like tht. So fast! I really cant slack for long otherwise I will feel so lazy. I didnt really gamble tis yr - as usual. I dont have the luck and Ive resign my fate to it. Guess tmr will be a busy day cos a project is coming up.

Tmr is Friday! Zouk again...lol

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Friends I love...

Neighbour I missed!
Gfs I love <3
It's been a while since I last saw you...

Bon Voyage my friend!
Hope everything turns well in New Zealand for you and come back soon :)


Enjoying Roland's company...


Me & Dickson


Corrine the "tau nie" lol

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

The more we Zouk tgt!





Wonderful night with wonderful people!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Lust = Love?

The pain is excruciating!

I never thought that being cheated is such a painful thing to accept, especially being betrayed by the one whom u've been loving all the while. Love is such a facade, deception. Love sucks, BIG TIME! Loving the wrong person is even worse.

How the hell am I going to tide through this period?

I seriously dont knw. I dont wanna even go think abt it. I m drained. I dread gg back to a world full of lust, alcohol and ciggarettes. I hate using all these to numb myself or occupy my every weekends. I am not going to like this kinda life. I prefer a laid back life but I cant anymore...

I went DF ytd. I really cant stand some random guys trying to get something out of me. It just disgust me even more. I hate this kinda stupid life where guys thought you're their prey for the night! I am so disgusted.

How to trust love again?

出卖

那么多年自作聪明付出了真心

总以为换到一个公平的回应

你床边的蜷曲头发残酷地说明

缠绵的爱比不上一时的高兴

你的多情出卖我的爱情 赔了我的命

我卖了一个世界却换来灰烬

你的绝情出卖所有爱情 好梦一下子清醒

感情像个闹钟按一下就停

Friday, January 9, 2009

The Betrayal..

Truth is out.

I am lucky, you are not.

It's finally over, I am glad.

I will be sad but I will soon be fine.

Nothing is forever, this I know.

Love is nothing but a deception.

Get over it and done with it.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

My 4th day at work!

I've started working this Mon 5th.

Everything is alright so far and from my place to my office is near too, I am happy. My colleagues here are so far very nice and I seriously dont feel left out esp during lunch :)

I'm seriously adapting to waking up early like 7am so I've been slping damn early every night so I wont feel sleepy the next day. Still coping well. Working in an Aviation industry seems fun and challenging. There is a lot to learn here.

It's a good start, I hope.

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Hello 2009, gdbye 2008!

Happy New Year!
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