Gain some, lose some.

In life, you always gain some and lose some. It's all about how much you want to lose and often the choice made is not at all easy.

I just wonder at times when I have to come up with a decision, I often cannot be firm with what I really want. I just think too much and this is really a freaking bad habit.

Blame it on the bloody war between the heart and mind. It sucks.

What do I really want in life? Am I happy with what I have now or I'm just resting in my comfort zone refusing to move on?

Last Fri I was rather unhappy with my superior. I just felt so helpless cos she is my immediate boss so she will have all say in who is handling which account. What pissed me off the most is she mentioned about my the other working colleague, that she never question her why is she doing this or that (but I did). I am never a "yes man" lor.

I got very upset with her trying to pull a fuss one, just bcos she is very good at defending or finding good "reasons" to rebuke on me. Siannn.

I need a break! I thought maybe I should look for another better pay job? I was thinking if I should try doing sales or industry sales? I just wanna make more money and I think sales is the only high pay job I can think of now. I'm still thinking...

Should I?

Baby Kariel's growing up!

Looking at her innocent smile melts my heart and brightens up my everyday.

Love her so much, baby Kariel..