Thursday, February 26, 2009

Bliss.

I love my job, I am really enjoying every single bit. *amazing!

Been rather tired. Hell busy, but I like.

More shoppings plsss..I seriously need.

I've been missing clubs lately. Need to booze!

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Have a little faith in me..

Valentine's day is coming....

How're the couples gg to celebrate this special day? LOL...for me, if u meet the right person with the right kind of feel, everyday is a valentine's day to me.

Recently, many many things happened and I was really overwhelmed with confusion. I got seriously upset and it's affecting me a big deal. I ask myself:"why do things turn out this sour and bad?" It is all destined, I've always believe.

I am really happy with my life now, not that I am heartless over my 2 over yrs r.s but I really thought deep abt it and I realise that sometimes there is really at a "point of no return". I really have to let it go even though it pains me to.

U seriously never know what might happen next. I am really looking forward to a better future. My road of advancement in my current company, my better man, my car etc..

Hope for better days...

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Pulling myself together.

Working has occupied most of my time. I hardly have my own privacy and time at home. Work is good so far. A very nice environment to be in, especially having nice colleagues who make u feel like a family. I'm glad tht I've found a right place to fit in.

I sometimes wonder y humans r so self-contradicting. Humans - when u have it, u discredit it and when u lose it, u yearn for it. How complicated uh? I feel so bad to be the one who cant reciprocate my love or care to the one who really love and care for me. I am in a lost myself. I've lost my sense of direction and basically I'm living each day for the moment. I dare not think about the future or who I might meet in time to come.

I reckon tht I just need more time to be alone, more time to reflect on myself. I just cant bring myself to accept another man yet. I cant love anyone yet, at least for now. Happiness is transient. I honestly very not used to my life now. Not used to being without a heart to love.

I am just so tired of everything......

CNY Sisters gathering!








We had our CNY gathering at Bec's place last sat. It was a hearty meet up! I really missed my girls so much. We went to sing aft tht.

Went Ktv pub with Bec and Corr aft our singing session. Got high on liquor tht night. It was fun though! Hope to meet up soon. Corrine cant open her eyes big whn she took picture that explains y she dont dare to look into the camera. hahas~

Had a great night!
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