Life is Fragile

All of us went to visit my uncle with a heavy heart...

I just saw him 2 weeks ago, healthy and jovial as usual but the last I heard of him, he was hospitalized. He was rushed to the hospital, in ICU.

We are all so worried about him, tears filled all our eyes. Why him? He is still unconscious.

I pray hard for you to regain consciousness and please be strong, dont ever give up!

We will wait for you to recover and be ur usual self once again.

May God's prayers wake u up and quickly come back to us soon.

Miss u....

Unpredictable me

Lately, I havent been feeling in the right state of mood. My mind is not functioning properly too. Sigh~

I wonder wad is wrong with myself. I just feel lethargic and practically no interest in all the things ard me. Maybe I am no good at handling trivial matters at work, I just cannot draw the clear thin line between rational, objective and emotions.

I just lost the drive I have all these months. Sometimes, I really do feel unpredictable about myself and the mood I have inside me. Sometimes, I just feel so suffocated by my surroundings. I cant "breathe" and I just cant handle my emotions. I wonder why cant I hold the emotions within myself?

I guess I have been reading way too much in ppl's thoughts or words, leading to negative thoughts and actions. In split seconds, my mood just switched completely. Sigh.

Am I sick or what? Why do I feel so cranky most of the times?

What can I do to ease all this unnecessary tension sitting inside me?

Weekend Rendezvous' at Sentosa Underwater World

It's been many yrs since I last went to Sentosa Underwater World. It's great! Though it's kind of crowded as it is a PH, I still enjoy myself very much.

I seldom go out on a Sat noon, will usually laze at home.

Really appreciate him for keeping me accompany on a Sat noon like this. It's been a while since I get to go out like this. :)

Weekend well spent!

Raye's "Sweet 16" at Le Bar

Was invited by the bday boy to his "Sweet 16" partae last Sat. It was a blast of cos as it is packed with sooo~ many of his friends. Luckily I was accompanied by my bf, otherwise I reckon I will be left stranded alone somewhere most of the time while my best friend is busy entertaining her bf's friends (also to take care of him in case he got too high & drunk).

We didnt really took alot of pictures that night, only managed to capture a few over here. Glad that at least I've got the chance to sing. Tee hee~

Here he goes again.

We can never have a peace of mind!

I just dont get it why do such irresponsible man exist at all? Call yourself a man?!

Since young, what I heard of you is nothing but trouble. You caused the trouble but others clear the bloody shit for you!

All these years, what do you live for? What have you lived for? What role have you played? What have you acheived? What have you earned?

YOU HAVE NEVER DONE YOUR PART!!!

You contributed nothing but trouble. Trouble that implicates the whole of us. Trouble that gives the one you vow to take care of disappointment after disappointments.

You are nothing but a greedy pig. All you want is greed and lust! The sight of you really irks me to the core.

You have never in my life set a good example. You really dont worth my respect! You are just nothing but a loser cos for all the decades you have lived, you lived in vain!

You practically have no sense of wisdom! I dont even feel the least sympathy I thought I wld felt. You dont learn at all! You never learn from all the past mistakes at all!

YOU NEVER REPENT!!!

What a joke! You are indeed a laughing stock.

When will you ever come to your senses?

Please, just go away. No one needs you and it doesnt make any difference to us anymore. You have lost it long ago.

Now, I'm even sure that you are better off a nobody to me.

I rest my case.

Sunday again?

Been wanting to watch Supernatural Season 4 since 9835962mths ago. My boss said that he will lend me his DVDs but till now he hasnt. He must have forgotten abt it.

I tried to youtube this show but it kinda pissed me off as all the episodes are not complete or rather tht particular episode I wanted to watch is somehow an introduction only?

I am so lazy to google it. Sigh, maybe I shd get it myself. That's the problem of waiting for ppl to lend me. I rather have it myself.

It's a Sunday again. Gosh, the days just passed like there's no tmr? Scary isnt it? I'm kinda bored you see. Thr's practically no one at home (besides my granny & maid). My siblings are always out and all the weekends they are yet to be seen at home. My sis worse, the entire week for consequtive weeks. I guess tht's normal for her age?

I cant wait for my holiday trip in Nov, still a long way to go though. Just thought that a break will be good. My superior is taking her break in Nov & Dec too. At least a week long. I doubt I can take a week break as my earned leave doesnt permit me.

This weekend is a "sleeping" week for me. Been so tired and I dreamt non-stop. -_-"

I really wonder what can we do here in Spore? I somehow got quite bored over here. Staying at home and going out seems no diff for me. Boring~ Sometimes, I wld have little weird feelings running inside me. Sigh, I dont really like it.

It's been very long since I last went to Vivo City. Still remember I used to go there quite often during the weekends noon.

I wld really loved to travel constantly cos I need some new environment to perk me up, I'm dying....

Frankly, growing up is a detestable thing. If I'm still a kid, how nice will it be? Nth to worry about and all I know is to play. Little things will cheer me up or I get easily contented with small little presents. I still rem, all my pressies or toys are from my mom. Only her, will buy me toys, new shoes and new school bag.

Oh ya, I've finally gotten rid of those sticks and tht pleases my mom. Goes the same to me too. I wonder how cld I have done it? Amazingly unbelievable :)

I seriously do not know what shd I do now? Watch tv? Google for shows to watch? Laze ard? Argh~ wadever.